DT: SUP HOMEBOY

HELLO HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Dang, I am pooped from staying up 'til like three last night. We used to be able to do that on a daily basis! Dang, we are lame now. We have become old and tired youngins. Ugh, I'm like updating my mom's iPod and I'm converting YouTube files to mp3 files and it takes literally forever! What a great, great life. Anyways, I enjoyed watching Going the Distance with you last night. That was a cute movie. I can't wait to see what happens! They better live happily ever after or else I'm going to shoot...you! (Gosh, this downloading/converting thing is taking forever because Netflix is running on my Wii. That's so annoying! I hate Netflix!) I had a really good idea for a blog last night and the night before, but now that I am actually sitting here writing it, I'm totally blanking out! This sucks. I'm sorry. I promise when it comes to me again I will write it.
<3!

KD: HAAAPYY HAPPY 15!

dizzzaaang. has it been 15 monthsss?! hehe hasnt it feel like its been moree or less i dunnno. but all i know is that im just happy to be with you now (: we've been going strong huuhh hehe i love itt. i havent felt so happy to be with someone in so longgg. and your the perfect person to spend my time with<3 cause it never feels like a wastee(: i really cant wait for your letter to commmme! haha i love it when i get mail from youuu. so one day we shall spend the 24th together! hopefully soon. than itll be good. but in the mean time this is good enough<3 not complaning! so we kinda spent the whole day together so far (: i was all like yeah today im not gonna screw up i wanna spend it with baaabe! so yay :P but i surely hope we get to talk tonight its been getting kinda lonely sleeping alone</3 so come back soon! awwhh you all left and i still wanted to webcam ): but its okkkay we shall phone tonight :D! well i shall go play words with friends you knooow. (: i looove you baabe thanks for being the best<3 haaappy 15 months!

DT: KEVIN DAO CAME TODAY!!

Let us rejoice in the event that took place today. Haha, what if I all spoke like that? You would be all like "wtf babe.." Hehe, gah I love you! I loved today. I love every single day that I get to spend with you. It is amazing. That's not even an overstatement because I actually think it was better than amazing. I hate how three hours just flies by like it was three minutes! I swear when you told me it was 7:58 I was so surprised! I thought it was only like 6:30. Gosh, I was like so devastated. Sorry): next time I will try to sulk during my time going home. I think I should burn the same CD as you so I can leave it in my car and sulk to it next time you leave. I'm glad your wittle buddies liked it. I was like nervous that they would be like "gross." Why do I care so much on what people think of me? /: I need to stop that! AHHHHH DUDE I FEEL BAD because they all like saw... and I was like "XD!!!! frick." Oh well that's yo frans, I never see them:). I love how you tell me you're kind of sick after we like shared drinks and kissed like 4093840 times. Way to go dear :P. Jk, I would've kissed you anyways. I have no self control. If you come from now on, I just gotta do it even if you have like the flu. I don't think I would if you had mono though... so pwease don't get it ^.^ Thank you so much for the brushes! Kay, so maybe going to go get them was an excuse to get you semi alone teheheheh, oopsie. dsjfkljsdklfjldksj! come home already you need to tell me the story of today. I love you so muchhh! AND I can't wait until I get to see you again! <3333333

KD; Slaaackerr.

hahah i apologizzzee for not writing i havent even been on the computer .. but theres no excuses for that riighht. omg these days has been so nice outside im like dang if babe was here we can go walk in the park be all romantic and what noot yaa know. hahah ohemgeee! 3 more dayy til i see you i cant wait! ive been really missing you more the usual its getting like all harder everyday and what not but yeah i heard that the huynh truong camp is over spring break so uuhh. ima try to stay over there for no reason hahha im not gonna go just wanna find an excuse to go see you yaaa knoow. but yeah(: i just wanna spend like one full day with you is that to much to ask for hmphhh . so i really wanna write a good rap cause an wants me to go rap with him but yeah... i suck.. well yeah you want me to go play polyvore with you so ima end here byee<3!

DT: SHOOOES!!

Why..?

KD: The things little things you do makes me (:

I just wanna start out saying im sorry D: about last night going crazy.. wasnt me. i just want you to know that i adore errthang about you babe and even though i do the stupidest things or say the stupidest things. i still love you no matter what happens (: cause i know you'll do the same for me. blaaah your like the greatest :D! and no no thank you for watching the super bowl with me (: well always watching with me when i ask <3 haha i hope i can start getting thursday off cause i really miss watching greys with you. I know we have a lot of differences but i must admit we do get a long with each other quite well(; we agree with each other here and there so its no like were completely different right? and im always down to try new things with you ;D hahah oh yeah heres the shoes babe ! XD

http://www.sneakerfiles.com/2009/04/15/air-jordan-i-1-retro-black-laser-blue-white-detailed-look/

andd i wannna get you some jordans ohhh. if i do get you some (; we should match .. cute huhh.
sorry just had a hopeless romantic moment there haha well looking forward to talking to you soon my love<3

DT: Feb. 6, 2011

YAAAYY! We watched the Superbowl together :) I must say, I only watching football games with you. Haha, is that lame? I know right.. like, if it was by myself I would be so bored! OMG so intense at moments I swear I just wanna die. BUT in the end it was allllll good! <3

Thank you fooorrrrrrrr watching with me even though I was annoying tehe.

& thank you for my MAC brushessss! -diiiiiessssssss

DT: I have the best guy evvveerrr

That is all.

1. What was the highlight of your week?
K: Well the highlight of my week hasnt happened yet :P
D: Ask me that on Friday. snow day on tuesday.

2. Whose car were you in last?
K: My ownnns
D: Mines

3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
K: Hopefully on friddaaaay ;D
D: I dont kiss people ,sorry. NEVER. virgin lips.

4. What color shirt are you wearing?
K: whiiite
D: Greey.

5. How long is your hair?
K: Getting to long
D: Just lonng.

6. Are you good looking?
K: Uhhh noo.
D: No.

7. Last movie you watched?
K: Harry Potter 5
D: Mean girls 2.

8. Who were you with?
K: My Baaaaby(:
D: Myself.

9. Last thing you ate?
K: Rice with eggs rolls.
D: Cup Noodles.

10. Last thing you drank?
K: Coca-Cola
D: Thai Tea.

11. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
K: You know that one time.
D: Ohhh you knoow that one time.

12. Who came over last?
K: Brandon , and Tony
D: Uhhh mike.

13. Are you happy right now?
K: chyeaaah.
D: Sure thing chicken wingg

14. What did you say last?
K: " what did you last say "
D: sure thing chicken waaang.

15. Where is your phone?
K: Right next to me
D: in my make up draaw.

16. What color are your eyes?
K: Brown
D: Brown

17. Are you left-handed?
K: No.
D:No

18. Spell your name without vowels:
K: EI
D:IAE

19. Do you have any pets?
K: Yes , a fish.
D: No.

20. Favorite Vacation?
K: Missouri last year(: / Florida.
D: New Jersey

21. What do you dislike currently?
K:  School.
D: Kevin.

22. What are you listening to?
K: Babe talking
D: Kevin

23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
K: Be with babe.
D:  Kevin

24. What is your favorite scent?
K: BABE :D
D: Kevin.

25. Who makes you happiest?
K: Baaaabyy.
D: Not Kevin.

26. What were you doing at midnight last night?
K: On the phone with babeee.
D: Kevin

27. When is your birthday?
K: May 29.1993.
D: November 17,1993

28. Who has the same phone as you?
K: Babeee."
D: Kevin

29. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
K: In the summer?
D: Last summer?

30. Do you read your horoscope?
K: Noope
D: yeah not my new ones thoughhh

31. Where was the last place you bought something?
K: Finishlinee.
D: amazon.com

32. How do you feel about your hair right now?
K: Its too looong D:
D:smeeexy ;D

33. Do you bite your nails?
K: sadly yes.
D noooo.

34. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
K: hahah i dont think soo.
D: Yeeesh.

36. Myspace or facebook?
K: Facebook :P
D: facebook

37. How fast have you driven a car?
K: 125 ish :P
D: 70 mph.

38. Have you ever smoked?
K: Noppe
D: noo.

39. What was or is your favorite subject in school?
K: I hate school.
D: i never really have a fav subject

40. Do you have Verizon?
K: Nooo.
D:Nopppe

41. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for?
K: " the smart ones "
D: the one that bites their nails

42. Do you have any hidden talents?
K: i can blow spit bubbles LOOOL/
D: their to hidden

43. Favorite Song?
K: dunnn really have one
D: Gernade

44. Do you like to sing at all?
K: Kindaa to myself
D: no , i suck

45. Dream Job?
K: Havent thought of one :P
D: uuuhhh idunno i dunnnnoo

46. Where does most of your family live?
K: Texaaas.
D:  VN.

47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
K: Siblinnngs.
D: siblaaangs.

48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
K: No D:
D: yeeeeah :P

49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
K: its cold..
D: ima go back to sleep.

50. Do you drink?
K: Nope not a drinker.
D: No but kevin does.

51. Know any other languages?
K: Yeeees.
D: YAAAAH.

52. Ever write a coded message?
K: LOL no.
D: noooo.

53. Have you ever been IN a wedding?
K: nooope.
D: the flower girll

54. Do you have any children?
K: uh noo
D: Well you know me have a bunch running around

55. Did you take a nap today?
K: no i didnnt
D: no i slept to much

56. Who has the same birthday as you?
K: i dont know anybody yay
D: some random guy idk..

57. Ever met anyone famous before?
K: yeeesh
D: Kevinnn

58. Do you want to be famous one day?
K: haha maybe
D: no i do not.

59. Any Pet Peeves?
K: not that many
D: yes

60. Are you multitasking right now?
K: yes. i think i am xD
D: im putting my sock onnn

61. Do you like Britany Spears?
K: Yes.
D:YES!!

62. What is your least favorite chore?
K: Everything.
D: Everything clothes related

63. Last place you drove your car?
K: Kfc LOL
D: Home

64. Ever been out of the country?
K: Yeees
D: Yeeees

65. Where were you born?
K: Grand prairie , Texas
D: Oklahoma City, Oklahoma

66. Could you handle being in the military?
K: haha i cant XD
D: no. omg i would die.

67. What is your average cell phone bill?
K: 100 something
D:172 dollars.

68. Who are you thinking about right now?
K: Babeee you know always always.
D:Kevinnn.

69. When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard?
K: like a few moments ago
D: todaaay

70. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
K: not to many.
D: not that many for a girl

71. Are your toes always painted?
K: uhhh nooo.
D: no i wish .. i hate painting my toes.

72. How many piercings do you have?
K: to many to count!
D: 4... THOUSAND MILLIONNN.

73. What are you doing today?
K: Date with babe (:
D: you ... meee. idkkk.

74. Have you ever been gambling?
K: Uhhh noo.
D: no but kevin haas.

75. When is the last time you updated your page?
K: What page
D: paaage ? myspace page...

76. Do you like rollercoasters?
K: hahha i like the thrill
D: not that one that your feet dangle , but the wussies one yes.

77. Have you ever been to disneyland or world?
K: hahha yuuup!
D: nooo.

78. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
K: hahah not really.
D:i really like bolt.

79. Last thing you cooked?
K: i dont remember.
D: cup nooodles

80. Hows the weather?
K: cold and snowy.
D: haaawt.

81. Do you e-mail?
K: yees.
D: i used tooo.

82. Whats the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
K: dropped it in pho
D: Let kevin touch it...

83. Last time you were sick?
K: yesterdaaay.
D: last yearr.

84. What states have you lived in?
K:Texas
D:Oklahoma

85. Do you wish you could move?
K: YEEEEEES please(:
D: not even a litttle.

87. What is your dream car?
K: g37 or lambooo. haha
D: i cant jus tpick just one

88. Have you ever wanted someone you cant have?
K: oh yeees.
D: yeaaaah.

89. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?
K: Babes housse.
D: Kevin.

Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?
K: Maybe tony if he was creeping
D: tony if anyone

When youre walking, do you stop to drink?
K: lol i dont think so.
D: like briefffly.

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough youll get it?
K: hahah maybeee
D: possibly but it will take a long time and you have to put in effort to get it.

Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?
K: OH yees (;
D: guilty as charged.

Ever snuck out of your house?
K:Maybeee.
D: No neeeever.

Kill or Be killed?
K: Kill.
D: Be Killed.

Break someone’s heart or have your heart broken?
K: Sorry im a heart breaker.
D:Heart Breaker.

What did you do today?
K: Baaaaby.
D: Kevin

Do you like someone right this second?
K: Maaaybe
D: Not reallly.

Would you ever get a tattoo?
K: hahha maybe
D: uhh... no

Are you a morning person or a night person?
K: Night Person
D: Night Person

Do you snore?
K: NOOO. (:
D:NO!!!

Do you know anyone who has gotten an abortion?
K: i dont think so.
D: Kevin has an abortion

What would you do if you opened up your front door to a dead body?
K: id be like what the fuuuuuck.
D: -straight face- -dies-

Do you like to spend time with people?
K: Ofcouuurse!
D: Sure thannng chicken waaang.

Are you hungry?
K: not that much
D: uhh nnooo

Are you a forgiving person?
K: i'd like to think so
D: it dependss.

When was the last time you did the dishes?
K: hahah probably like a week ago.
D:  uh huhuhuhuhu not recently.

Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
K: hahah yeees.
D: Kevvvvvinn

Do you want a relationship right now?
K: yes with babe.
D:

Last song you sang out loud?
K: My booo.

D: Gernadde

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
K: Baabe!

D:Kevin

Last thing you downloaded on your computer?

K: hahah i dont remember.

D: Vietnames music for my mommm

Have you changed much this year?

K: hahah i think sooo :P idk.

D: nooo.

Where was the last place you went besides where you are?

K: KFC.

D: My room

Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?

K: HAHA not really a celebrity,

D: alot of people say i look like beyonce

Do you dress for style or comfort?

K: comfort

D: a little of both

Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?

K: Of couursee!

D: Noo.

Whats the craziest thing youve done?

K: I'm not sure

D: Uh uh uh I'm too boring for crazy

Favorite color(s)?

K: greeen

D: Blue and pink

What is your favorite Nickelback song?

K: I don't listen to Nickelback

D: ^

What are you looking forward to this summer?

K: Uhm, everything that I've got planned

D: A job which = money

Last time you smiled?

K: Uhhhh yesterday

D: At school today

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

K: Of coursee

D: yeh

How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they love you?

K: -shrugs

D: One out of one

Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?

K: Sure

D: I don't know, like in pretend world idk about real life

Are you crushing on someone?

K: Noo, I love her

D: In a manner of speaking

Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?

K: All the time.

D: No.

Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?

K: I guuuesss

D: yeeeehhh, not intentionally

Are you happier single or in a relationship?

K: In a relationship

D: Depends on the relationship

Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?

K: No

D: Yehhh, kind of

Have you ever had your heart broken?

K: Yup.

D: No.

Have you ever broken someone's heart?

K: I hope not

D: Not that I know of

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?

K: Who wouldn't?

D: Yeah, a few things

Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?

K: I believe so.

D: No.

Have you dated people who were not good to you?:

K: Sure.

D: No.

Have you dated someone older than you?

K: Yes.

D:  ^

Younger?

K: Yeaaahh.

D: No

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

K: Yeah

D: Yeah.

Do you Believe in love at first sight?

K: It could happen

D: Not even

Ever been given an engagement ring?

K: nope

D: no

Do you want to get married?

K: Yup

D: In the future:)

Has anyone ever told you they wanted to marry you?

K: I don't think so

D: Eh not like forreal

Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?

K: Nope

D: Neeehh

Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?

K: Yeah

D: I wouldnt know

Have any of your ex's told you they regret breaking up with you?

K: nope

D: I don't have any ex's

Have you ever flirted with a friends crush?

K: Nope

D: neeehh

Would you believe your ex if she/he said they love you?

K: uh no

D: I don't have an ex

Would you ever date your best male/female friend?

K: nope

D: Sure thang chicken wang

Have any of your exs called you by a nickname after the break up?

K: No

D: I don't have any ex's

If your best friend of the opposite sex went out with someone you knew was wrong for them would you speak up?

K: Yeah

D: Of course!

Do you regret any of your relationships?

K: No

D: Neehh

Have you ever kissed someone with braces?

K: Yes

D: Nope

Kdeezy: you can pretend this is like 30921783092183 posts.

cause i woke up at like 1230 :P sorry D: you know im really scared to death that im gonna. Like i would be so completely lost without you , like everytime were not in good terms im already like blaaaaah. the mindset of everything just blanks out. And the only thing on my mind is to make us happy again. I cant even imagine not having you to talk to everyday , every night before i sleep . and i cant think of having someone else to do it with cause that wouldnt feel right cause that was always our thing to do. EVEN THOUGH YOU THINK YOUR BORING AND I DONT WANNA TALK TO YOU. i dont ever think that(: i just wanna spend errr moment with you. like you would sayy im attached. and i have no intentions to let go ever. haha im just scared that ima do some stupid stuff to make you make and frustrated and your gonna just leave :/ well yeah oh btw good job on your chem test ... now we shall wait on your math test dun dun dunnnn. Welllll i shall talk to you when you get home (: talk to you than loveee<3

I hate having more than like four text msg threads going at once..looks so dirty!

Kd: the ditcher.

I really don't know what to say to make you happy again. Everything I say seems just to be whatever but I don't blame you. I guess you just seem fed up with my decisions and such. I really wanted to write out a blog to you trying to tell you how sorry I am but I don't knownif it mean anything now. I hate this feelings I just want us to be okay again. Blah. I'm sorry.

DT

Bad night okay morning bad day. Get me out of this cycle.

DT: "Date" Night

Yeah... we had a "date" today, actually Friday. So, I guess I can now assume it is not going to happen. I don't know why it makes me kind of sad, oh well. It's nothing that I can't get over though, I guess. I don't mean to post this to like make you unhappy or like ruin your day. This is just the only place I had to blog about my life, ya know? So yeah. Oh, and it's okay, don't even bother to "make it up to me." It just doesn't seem like something "make-up-able." No big deal though, it's all good in the hood.

Gooodnightt, I feel like I stayed up just to receive a measly 25 minute phone call. I don't even think it would have made a difference if you just didn't call at all since like 20 minutes of that 25 felt like it was used to talk to Anthony.

-Shrugs, whatever. I sound mad. I'm not mad though.
I'm just a little on the ___ side.

DT: A friendly conversation... not

Diane: What did your brothers do to themselves...
Monica: cut their hair.
Diane: whyy :o
Monica: why not
Diane: So dramatic, haha i would cry if i cut that much hair off. they have balls
Monica: No not really and yeah but they're boys. no they just don't care
Diane: haha they're funny
Monica: Everyone seems to ask that
Diane: cause its shockingg
Monica: and you always ask "why"

if they cut it then they cut it there shouldnt be an explanation for it you ask me that sometimess too and my brothers aren't dumb

it might be okay for me to say it but it just sounds mean when someone else does. sorry i just had to tell you

[ Okay, what the fuck. You think your own best friend would catch sarcasm? Hah apparently not. And, asking why is not a crime. I'm sorry princess, something didn't go to your liking for once. ]

DT

This isn't how I expected the conversation to go... -sigh. Whatever, goodnight world. I'll just get things off my mind the easy way...sleeping it off will def work wonders.

DT: Todaaaaay

Ah, my reaction after I got that text from you was pretty like "uh okaaay." Like, I know right? It's so dumb. But, it was just like 'awh' so does not turn into 'ash' (normally). Like, do you even know who you're talking to? You're probably all "omg babe yes!!" I know..
It's so dumb. I'm weird. No one likes me. Yada yada yada I know.. And I'm sorry for being a butthole about it. -Sigh, the conversation before that was so good though, like it felt like way back in the day when I would be like way too excited to receive a text message from you. It was like that again this morning. The conversation the night before and the way we just like "clicked" was awesome. Awesome is such a childish word, but I don't know another word that could possible describe it. I just did not want to stop talking to you at all. It was one of those nights where I wished so badly that school didn't have to come the next day or that minutes weren't a factor in how long we could talk. Oh, I wish we had the same cell phone company, but we don't and it absolutely sucks! So yeah, just wanted to tell you how I was such a dork this morning and was all desperate for you to respond to my text messages because I missed you so much today. I really just wanted to see you and receive a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig hug. It's times like this when I hate the whole distance thing. Distance stinks. But, I'm thankful for it because it makes me cherish the little stuff and the times we actually do get to spend together. I learned how to be more thankful for what I have because others have it far worse. AND MY NAME IS NOT ASH!!!


OH and I soooooooooooo did not "moan" yeah. Stop lying to me and saying I did loooserrr.

I love you lots!

DT: I'm a creeper

Kd : break time!

Baby baby baby I am currently talking or well listening to you study for you math test :P you sound so cute when you study (: hehe creepin don't worry I'm listening to everything I'm sorry that got calculator is not working for you D: you sounded so mad at it. I'm sorry about today ): you didn't seem so happy with me :/ but I hope you enjoyed my stories though (: I think I've been going crazy without seeing you. Like I need to see you nooow. Just to be in your presence. Sigh everything seems so blah with my family well just me and my dad idk :/ ugh. It's so bothersome I mean I know he cares but it's just like dad I got myself I promise. And in school I'm like I just don't wanna be there but in trying my best I promise! Paying attention and everything not even sleeping :P just so close to graduations but yet so far you probably think I fell asleep or something (x ugh work tomorrow no greys for me again awh pooie I need to catch up foreals . Fb chat all day haha jk jk why is it so quiet ?! Haha what happen :P well yeah heres a little something something to read when you want a break from studying you know :P love you my dearest! Heheh

Ugh. Why am I starting to hate school more & more each day -.-" especially this stupid school >.>

DT: Random thought

Chem test soon! So anxious so anxious. I feel okay about it, but then I feel like I'm underworrying about it because chemistry is hard): goodluck to me...

DT: HAPPY14!

Gah, I love you. I love it when we have good days like this:) Oh how could I ever be mad at you? So, I was all taking a nap today right? And I was like "oh my, I wish Kevin was here." Ah, I hate you being like six hours away! It really, really sucks. I hate like wishing you were here to do things with me. For instance, you could literally be here doing homework with me, hehe. I wouldn't mind doing homework with you. I would like make up homework to do so the time would last longer... yeah I'm kind of lame I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I played tennis today and that you like like like like were awaiting for me to call you. I'm so glad I called you in time though. When you told me you had to go I thought it was five already and I got kind of sad. Haha, is that lame? I actually wrote a real blog like two weeks ago, but I like discarded it because it was super embarrassing. Yeaaaahhh, you will never ever see it. You are so precious, aaaah -dies

I keep typing 24 months every time I mean to type 14. I guesss that means you can get stuck with me for another ten months so I won't look like an idiot when I'm typing 24 huh? Kay, that was a confusing sentence, but bear with me. I try.

As I always say, I'm so thankful for having you there for me all the time. I'm so happy that we actually get along like all the time. Yeah, we have our ups and downs, but it seems like nothing compared to other people's problems. You just said what the freak. What the freak, since when did you substitute the word freak for fuck? Aw, I sorry that you're doing my crossword and you're having technical difficulties with it): I feel so terrible, so if it's too hard you should like not do it anymore because that's like boring and lame to do.

Remember last January when we were all like "eh you're going to forget about me soon." LOOK! we didn't forget about each other:) and I definitely will never forget you. Even if you hated me one day you made such a big impact in my life. You were basically like my first everything? And I didn't get to be your first anytime )': But it's okay hah I guess I will get over that. No big deal. But yeah I just hope you never hate me or like like like yeah. I would be so devastated because you're so cool and I wanna talk to you forever and ever and sometimes I wish we had infinite minutes so we could just talk all day long. Is that okay? I mean I know I get boring and cranky sometimes, but I hope you can deal with that. I'm mean and you're nice.


I WANNA SEE YOU AGAIN, BLEEEEEEEH DESPERATE LITTLE GIRL):
i love you so so so much, diiannnenenenenenenenetooonnngngngngngng

DT: Happy14!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH:D

KD: such a disappointment all day errday.

): why am I such a disappointment at everything I do ;/ I guess no one has high expectations for me anyways .. So I guess yeah :T idk my parents like think I'm the biggest failure there is how sad is that? Sigh* tai sao? ); I wish I was like every other asian's that make all a's and score high scores on SATs but nope just another dummy.

DT: Everyone in my family is so annoying.

I hate the weekends.
I am so bitter. I am in the worst mood. Everyone is so annoying.
I might as well go sleep before I start to cry from frustration.

KD: I'll be your friend(:

awh babe its okay.. sometimes i think i provoke it. ): today seemed so frustrating my dad was just yelling at me over and over and over. and just bringing up random ass shit to yell at me. it just felt so sad like i was like not worthy of something or yeah i dont know. School today sucked.. seems like i cant do it its just to loooonggg. it needs to hurry up and come so i can graduate so i can be in college and make my parents proud and suchhhh. yeah last night was so blaaah! i couldnt even sleep cause the fact that you didnt go sleep happy or me not content before sleeping bothereddd the heck out of meee but its okay.. your happy today.. were happy today so its all good. i feel the same way i havent been hungry lately ive been just eating whatever whenever. haha sorry your candy doesnt taste as good as you want it to be :P you seem so dissapointed " it tasted like shit " hahha made me LOL. (x well thanks for being there for me babe (: i loooove you. movie time!hopefully soon i can see again :D! yaaay. k bye. hahajustkidding KAAAY BYEEE(:

DT: Bleh.

Bleh seems like it's the perfect word to describe my mood. I try to put things that don't make me happy in the back of my mind, but I always find that when I have spare time everything rushes into my thoughts. I force myself to sit back and overanalyze everything. In all honesty, I don't even know what I'm "overanalyzing" because it doesn't even make sense to me. It wouldn't make sense to anyone. I make myself seem so complex, but in reality I just sound absurd because even complex people can find it in themselves to explain their thoughts or emotions. And me? Yeah, I can't even find a word to describe my moods lately. The best thing I can think of is the sound "bleh."

I'm not in the mood to do anything lately. I'm hungry, but I don't even want to eat. It's weird. It's like everyday I walk into the cafeteria and I'm like, "ugh nothing here even looks the slight bit appetizing to me." But then, I always end up picking something and shoving it down my throat. Half the time I actually like my forced pick. Other than food though, other things have been going on. I'm been in such a sour mood lately. Why would anyone want to be my friend or even talk to me? I wouldn't even want to talk to me. The world doesn't revolve around me so I can't expect other people to fix my own mental problems. Sometimes, I can't believe I take things to seriously. I wish I could help it but when I do hear things like that I'm just like, "dang, -sigh."
UGHLJFLFKDJ SO FRUSTRATED WITH MYSELF & EVERYTHING THAT I DO

dianetong

I hate everything, dammit.

Well good night sleepyhead(:

Your all sound asleep. I'm sorry if I ended our phone call on a bad note. I'm sorry everything I do wrong :/ I know I'm such a screw up sometimes and it gets me so sad and yeah I hate to see you down cause it brings me down ): ugh I'm sorry and I hope you have a good sleep and sleep away that itchy feeling of yours(: well goodnight dear I love you.

dianetong

Crying/tearing up over a boy? Ugh poop, what is this.... ._.

dianetong

This feeling sucks butt holes. -sigh, good thing you're asleep though...

KD: AHEM... WHERES MY BLOOOG...

haha jk. dont kill me yet. You know sometimes i always think to myself that your to good for me. I probably told you that before , but yeah im like dang shes like beautiful , intelligent, talented , etc etcc . And your all like stuck with me and im a big fat loser... that is such a dummmmiie. hahah how do you stand it love? i dont get it :P but im also thankful that yyoooou choose to be with a loser withh me teeeheee<3 i love you :D you better believe mee cause i mean it.. gaaah so breath taking (: haha i totally wrote more blogs than you alreadyyy . who knew but you always write the good and juicy stuff(; im still made that i didnt get the galaxxy cause i cant jailbreak the stupid iphone cause the power button is brokennn -.- D: booohoo . oh wells. haha we should both go get it when we cannn ! but goooood luucccck on your lab report! i like it when you curseeee especially when its dirty.. hahha :P its from a sonnng. yeahhh. well heres your blog. oh and i love it when you call me pet names LOLLLLLLL. okay all is done<3 i loovers you.

KD: ROFLCAPTOR

You do not take everything from me. haha you know i dont careeee. gosh today was such a boring day i was sleeping til like 12 im sorry. you been so tired lately awh its so shhaad. cause i wannna like talk to you but its okaaay. sleepyhead. awh i start the last semester of high school tomorrow. its kinda like a bittersweet feeling but than again i just hated high school with a passion so yay for college. awh you dont wanna see me anymore... very awkwardd. hahha jk jk i cant when i see you again! omg omg omg i miss you so much </3 you need to come to texas one day so i can show everything here! IM SITTING IN MY LIVING ROOM BABE OMMMG. WHY WOULD I LIE TO YOOU. im sorry i sound so weirdd >.> sorry im just going to puberty. D: im not making fun of you , your just not trusting me.. hahha justkidding. i love you and this is so pointless..

its your turn(:

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DT: ...I'm mad

No not really. Baha, that would be dumb. Why would I be mad because you didn't blog for me? Obviously, you have better things to do. Yay for you having a life:( I'm so tired from camp! I'm ecstatic that I get to sleep in all day tomorrow. I wish you could come, but you can't. Bleh, this is what sucks about you being 3 hours away! You know what? I'm just going to call it six hours away because it's like 3+3=6 so yeaaaahhh it makes more sense to me. I'm so technical I know.

I'm pooped. It felt so good when I got to shower and clean up though. I was like 'Hallelujah! I feel so good mmm I feel so good!' I finally get to sleep in my own bed tonight feeling all clean and falling asleep while talking to you again. I really enjoy it. Ah, on Friday night I fell asleep listening to your voicemail...Is that dorky? I'm so creepy. I want you to come home!! BOO TO KFC!

KevinDaaao: dont be mad at me..

ill write a blog when i get home from work! telling you about my weekend and such. so plaese dont be mad ><

KDeeezy: What a long day.

Why does it always feel like everybody and everything is against me sometimes... life just sucks some big balls sometimes.. i mean today was an okay day but towards the end of it everything just felt like i was falling apart not being able to catch myself :/ i miss you babe <3 im sorry ive been so bleh the past few days.. i just dont know whats wrong with me. awh your already leaving tomorrow its going to be a long weekend.. even thought you think ima be having " fun " im not. your the person i have to talk to allday the person i fall asleep with a night. im going to miss you a whole bunchies. i really am. but all in all i really hope you have fun at camp cause it always seems like you always have fun :D ! but i shall find something to waste time and than youll be home soon enough i need to get to making your voicemail soon! <3 well hang in there babe its almost the weekend just one more day (: i looooove you <3

DT: Dear Blogger...

You're ignoring me..... :/

KD: I suck at titlesss.

rawr D: im scared for my Algebra 3 exaaam. i only need to make a like 50 on i tbut still .. and i get to use my review on it cant be an easier right? but the catch is there is like only what 20 questions ): awh babe i seem to be so off today i hope your not like rawr at me :/ sorry times 43982743892748932 ! promise you im not doing it on purpose! ive been listening to the same song for like 1 hour now and i think you can hear and your probably like uuhhhhh this kids music is so annoyingg.. you know if i had all the money in the world i would buy youuu everythinnnnng you want and you would be like yaaay! hahah im a loser i knoww. guess guess guess what i might come mondaaay but brandon said it was just a maybe cause he wants the guys to go up and chill in the okc how funnn would that be! haha i miss your bed :P its like so warm, and comffyyy than mines <3 well im sorry if this sucks but heres my bloooooog!

DT: This bag! -dies

37.99

)':

DT: I have a need to spend too much money...

Wish list:
1. MAC Pro Longwear SPF 10 Foundation (29.50)
2. MAC Studio Finish SPF35 Concealer (16.50)
3. Rimmel London Lipstick in "Airy Fairy" (6.00)
4. Sonia Kashuk Pointed Concealer Brush (5.99)
5. Sonia Kashuk Highlighting Brush (12.99)
6. RoC Eye Cream (19.97)
7. Sephora Tinted Moisturizer (21.00)
8. MAC Set Powder (26.00)
9. Kat Von D Concealer (25.00)


Total = $162.95
HAHAHA OK I'M CRAZY.

KD: its been so loong long long.

D: youve been so busy today. Hurry home love cause i miss you terribly ): and no text either ahhhh the pain . i dont have school tomorrow so we can talk all dayy and im not that tired :PP teeheeeee. <3  but if you are i can tell you stories all night but dont take that to your advantage! jk jk well hurry home okay? love you bye!

P.S. this makes no sense cause you cant even read it but yeah (x

KevinDaoo : On to the next.. Blog that iss.

OKAY.c. you see what i did there?! hahaha. watch this is gonna be my escape where i just write and write and write. wouldnt you like that. You know im still happy that you seem to make time to watch sports with me haha. thats great! like literally like i brag about you to the guys and their like oh you so lucky. hahahha <3 you so cool foreals. you know we get along together so well (: i like it. man this is the kinda weather where i just wanna like be in bed with you watch a movie fall asleep and wake up in the morning and see you. HAHAHHA im such a hopeless romantic.. HOW SAD.

KDIZZLE ( LMFAO ): HAHA. i think your writing one right now.

i dont really know what to say. i just wanted to write something for you haha. so like i have things on my mind to write down right like things i really wanna tell you , nothing bad , but its like stuff ive been wanting to say? well like ive been writing this for like 10 mins and its like man that doesnt sounds write - backspace- -backspace-. I just feel like im such a dissapointment sometimes, like the promises i break , the days i leave you lonely to sleep at night</3 yeah those kind of things. BAAABE D: i suck at writing blogs how am i gonna compare to you :P hahah ill try my best (x Sometimes i stay up when you go to sleep and i listen to you to sleep <3 it so soothing i have something so greaaat. its like my lullaby to sleep. and i go to sleep knowing that i have you. and i wake up knowing i have another whole day to talk to you, think about you have you on my mind. gaaaah beingg in love with you. just makes my mind go crazy cause i always fiend for you. to have you here .. but distance makes our love more fonder? i dont even know what fonder means but it just seems like were in that situation? i am so freaking dumb what do you see in me HAHA. I swear sometimes i always think about to that " crush " you had one that one dude.. cause its always like what did he have that i didnt to make her leave like that.. you know? that ponders my mind.. cause when you told me that i was like man i am not good enough sad story ): am i dumb for thinking that? this is random thoughts so dont be like what the freak is this kid talking about going off topic and stuff. it cant really be as good as yours or neat. but yeah heres my go! I'm thankful for everything up to this point , for having you everyday. i love you , dont ever second think it okay? hahaha<3 byeee.

DT: I want to be an ugly nerd, dangggittt.

That way I know I won't impress anyone, so I wouldn't even have to try.

DT: Something, something

I never thought that I would end up ever liking someone so much in my life. I feel so attached and it's a new, bittersweet kind of thing. I used to be so doubtful about it all, but now... now I'm actually okay. I like this and I'm cherishing every moment. I actually want this to last because I know no better feeling than this. Talking to you is something I actually look forward to every day almost, unless you're being a doofus that day of course. But, that's not many days out of the 365 days of the year. Everyday that I get to spend with you makes up for 843840 bad days that I've had so far. You make me feel like so relaxed and just myself when I'm around you. I don't have to put up a front with you. I don't have to try to not do random things to impress you. I know you're okay with what I have to offer. You get my jokes. I think you do atleast, but if you don't atleast you laugh which makes me feel better.

You always seems to ask me what I like about you. The answer is I don't really know. I can't place it. Can I just answer everything? My first try at "love" with a boy and it's turning into a success I think. I mean I haven't gotten my heartbroken right? I haven't been through the tragic situations that so many girls regret and cry about at nights right? I guess what I'm trying to get at is that I'm lucky. I'm lucky I got the chance to get you to like me for me. I'm not happy with the whole you're super far away thing, but everything else makes up for it. I mean, sure I miss you a hell of a lot sometimes, but I learned how to get pass that. Haha, I DONT KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING.

BYE!

KD: blogblogblogblog.

uhhh so you should start the first blooog(:

123notme!