DT: So, nothing really changed. But also, nothing will ever be the same again.

You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel.

You'll always be my number 1.

I never ment to put you second that's why I always try to talk to you while I play cause I just don't wanna leave you hanging. I really do wanna talk to you I want you to know that even when I play games I still wanna talk to you. But I guess I can't do that and I understand why. I'm sorry if I neglect you. I don't mean to... I should be giving you my full attention not some half ass shit. I'm sorry baby. I was suppose to tell you a story tonight. But I guess it's not happening I'll save it for when were both happy. Sorry you had to go to bed unhappy thats always the fucking worst. Sorry & goodnight I love you.

DT: I still feel kind of bleh but I am scared to talk about it.

I don't want to either because everything would become a mess again. I'm so tired of myself.

Khloe & I miss you muchos!

It's been so long since I've got to see you and I just fiend to be around you hold hands and just feel your touch. ugh fuck distance. But I know we've passed this stage already but dang it's still just so damn hard. Hehe I still use your perfume thing on my pillow unnnf. Such a sexy ass smell I miss you baby! Sorry I've been so sleepy lately! Just wait til I get my car!!! Than I'll be coming to your window singing you songs...with my guitar cause you know I'm such a great musician (; love you baby & welcome back home!

dt

I poured my heart out last night while you were asleep, I feel kind of dumb. Why do I do such pointless things? I wish I could remember what I said...

dt: I don't feel special anymore

I feel like just an ordinary person in your life nowadays. I ask for too much. Ew, I'm annoying.

dt: Sometimes, I feel like I'm not your best options and sometimes I feel like you feel the same way.