days like these..

Make me happy (: where just sit around and just watch greys... find random other stuff to do xD like you know time how fast you fall asleep thats when you know were bored as hell! good night good vibes as people say just reminds me of back in the day fnrrrr. ugh i need to come see you ASAP!! this being away from you shiet aint cutting bro! it sucks :/ i just wanna hold you kiss you etc.. booo life sucks when your away from me... today all i could really think about is living in oklahoma and what we would do is that weird? xD heheh well idk today was a whatever day for me i just fixed my car and worked-.- dont let one grade make you sad babe! this is just one :P i know you can do way better :D well i love yoooou. <3 ugh i still feel shitty about valentines day... sucks ass. horrible boyfriend. blah blah blah ): love you.

keveezy <<< GAY.

Happy Valentines Day :D

wooooo im so sleepy right now but i know if i dont write it now ima get really lazy and not write it :P ugh we both barely got any sleep last night but im really happy that we actually got to talk the last 30 mins idk seems like it was an actual convo that wasnt really was about akdphi xD not that its a bad thing but yeah :P hehehe im not mad! i know youre just excited about everything happening right now :D i just really wish we could finally spend a valentines together :/ but yeah todays been a good day just cause i made a 95 on my test idk i just feel more confident now you taught me too well babyyy thanks for always being there for me when i need your help on anything even though you have stuff to do and you being all grumpy :P but you still like to help :3 teeheeee. i keep wanting to send you roses or something but yeah waste of money i do wanna save it up and get an LV bad tbh i know its alot but you know can be your 1 gift for 3121231 years hahah jk but one day maybe ill find someone with a good ass hook up! you know work my magic! i guess its not to bad blogging now i just need to take the time to actually write it. i hope youre have a nice day at work.. hopefully spring break will bring us together again<3 i love you, happy valentines day. Sorry i couldnt come and surprise you or buy you anything special today. bad boyfriend :/ i know.

Bae!

2 busy 4 me.

hehehhe titles are dumb and i cant think of one xD But stop thinking that im gonna leave you just cause your "busy" :P you are fine baby. Thats what college is about right? actually having a life :P unlike me im not cooler than you anymore! you are totally so much cooler than me now... Everybodys wants to hang out with you now! mrs sorority over there! getting wasted every weekend and what not hahha jk. yous a good girl. or thats what i think!!! ugh im like so freaking hungry... but yeah babe you dont have to worry about me leaving unless you like somebody else or you cheat on me or something buuuuuut! other than that you good bae just atleast you come home to me every night and im good (: just want you to be happy :D !! yay you asked me to be your valentines for the first time ever!! but via text you are so gayy. grow some balls ask me face to face!! where i can hear your voice hahah im justkidding what happen to asking me in a cute way huh?! pshhh never betting with you again you suck! my dick.... so what did you get me for valentines huh huh huh?! jk being with you is enough for me! you dont have to spoil me just spoil me with your love! how gay is that haha. well i love you happy valentines day baby one day i shall take you on a very romantic date.. and it wont even be valentines teehee i love you even though youre too busy for me now haha jk<3 ill always be at home waiting for you okay?! no life kevin hahha

Clingy doeeeee

I dont even know why i feel like extra extra clingy fnr.. like you dont even know all i wanna do is talk talk talk to you ugh i gotta stop myself from over texting you sometimes >.> BLAAH im sorry if i am super clingy sometimes im sorry ):  this isnt like me though.... but i just soooo in love with you. -gag- hahah. i guess ima try to blog more now or just yahhh. since you want me to write more.. you know how long this is gonna last :P just kidders. ill try my best doe. doh. hoe. oopsies just called you a hoe. ahhahha man im so gay. ugh im sorry about always being "mad" when you leave just cant stop thinking about how big of a baby i am and dont wanna share you. and you all out yell at me ): that sucks hahah never ever again.. and you like just up and left... likeeee. BYEEEEE see you later! hahah scary scary when you are mad. thats why i never wanna pick fights with you. :P im glad we arent that overly in love couple were like that chill couple thats basically bestfriends the type people want yeahh we perfect fo each other -hairflips- hahha <3 im gaaaay. well i guesss this is it for today my wrist hurts so much like i dont even know why i feel like i slept on it or something hhahha by babe i love you. i have a way to ask you out!! but it might be too homo but itll be between us not everybody will see it teeheeeeeeee. hopefully it works out xD love you..

boothaaang.

i blog when im sad... so what...

Blah what a day what a day.... i dont know i just feel so distant from you right now.. yeah we talk everyday but it seems like you have alot to do now busy with school and such... idk just feels different to me. not gonna lie yes im scared of losing you, but i know were not gonna let that happen. no lie i do feel lonely a lot. all my friends have "other" friends they can also hang out with.. and thats why i cherish you so much cause you are my "other" <3 but youre so far away and now you have a family to attend too hahhaha oh well its a process that i gotta learn to share you. i suck at not showing my feelings now of days i used to be the best at hiding them.. but you know you get the best of me right? i never felt this way towards another person before. being with you was like a reset button i felt like i just experience everything for the first time again.. sorry if im not like the guy you first met and that i have changed a lot i dont know if i have for the good or bad but i know ive changed and i wanna apologize if i did change for the worst. ive been trying my best not to lose you again and i just wanna tell you that i love you and youre my everything and you should already know that. ill always stick by your side no matter what. I hope your enjoying life right now! youve been the most happiest i ever seen since i meet you. everything seems to be going just dandy for you (: & i couldnt be any happier. you always was scared that you didnt know who your friends are but i guess college has brought you a new beginning. and this is just the beginning of a very long journey to your future. im proud of you. i love you.