dt: Sometimes,

I get so sick of "I'm sorry it'll never happen again." And I get tired of "I'll make it up to you." Whatever happened to the times when you just did things how they were supposed to be done the first time? What happened to never letting someone go to sleep upset? What happened to the part of our relationship that I miss the most? Sigh. Maybe all things change, I just didn't think it would change into something that I kind of hate. I guess I just wanted you to be there and you weren't and now I'm pouting about it. Wahh I'm just a big ass baby. Screw me. Why am I so hard to please? It's ok though, I don't really blame you... I'm impossible.